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| JULY 2007 | ARTICLE - MALAYALAM |
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MY INNER SILENCE |
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{]nbapÅhtc, \n§Ä¡p ]co£¡mbn kw`hn¨ncn¡pó Aántim[\bn¦ð Hcp A]qÀÆImcyw \n§Ä¡p hópIqSn Fóp sh¨p AXnibn¨p t]mIcpXp. {InkvXphns³d Iã§Ä¡p ]¦pÅhcmIpt´mdpw kt´mjn¨psImÄhn³. A§s\ \n§Ä Ahs³d tXPÊns³d {]Xy£Xbnð Dñkn¨m\µn¸m³ CShcpw. (1 ]s{Xmkv 4:12þ13) |
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hfscb[nIw {it²bamb Hcp ssZhhN\ ]mTamWv hnip²\mb ]t{XmkvÇolm \s½ HmÀ½s¸Sp¯póXv. \½psS PohnX¯nð kw`hn¡póXv GXp Xc¯nepÅ kwKXnIfmbmepw Akm[mcW Imcyambn hnNmcn¨v AÛpXs¸ScpXv Fóp As¸mkvXe³ \s½ {]t_m[n¸n¡póp. ]nsótbm F´n\pthïnbmWv B Xc¯nte¡p \s½ \bn¡póXv Fóp tNmZn¨mð IÀ¯mhnsâ cïmas¯ hchn¦ð Ahsâ {]Xy£Xbn¦ð tXPÊnð \s½bpw shfns¸Sp¯phm³ thïnbmWv. C{Xbpw BapJambn ]dbphm\pÅ ImcWw amcIamb Hcp tcmK¯neqsS ISópt]mb HcmfmWv Rm³. CXv AXnib§fpsS Hcp ImeL«amWv. Cós¯ temIw DÁpt\m¡póXpXsó {]ISamb AXnib§fnepw ASbmf§fnepamWv.
\½psS CltemI hmk¯n\¸pdambn Hcp ]ctZi hmkapsïópw AXp kzÀ¤obamsWópw \½psS ]nXm¡òmÀ \s½ ]Tn¸n¨ncn¡póp. km£nIfpsS Hcp henb kaqlw \ap¡p ap¼mbn B ]mXIsf hc¨pIm«ns¡mïv Znim^eI§fmbn \½psS ap¼nepïv. AXpsImïp Cu temI¯nð F\n¡pw \n§Ä¡pw kw`hn¡pó kvt^mS\§Ä Akm[mcWsaóp hntijn¸n¡cpsXóp ]t{Xmkv Çolm \s½ HmÀ½s¸Sp¯póp. C¯cw Akm[mcWamb Imcy§sf DbÀ¯n¸nSn¨psImïv hymtaml§Ä sXmSp¯p hnSphm³ XncphN\w A\pimkn¡pónñ. AXpsImïpXsó Cu {]kvXpX hmIy§Ä¡p hfsc {]kànbpïv. hyànkm£y§sf¡mÄ \½psS ap¼nð hc¨p Im«n¯ó ]e km£nIfpïv. AhÀ \½psS Znim^eI§fmbn \½psS PohnXbm{Xbnð DbÀóp \nð¡póp. k`bpsS Znim^eI§Ä \½Ä PohnX¯nð amXrIbmt¡ï kltZòmcpw ip²namòmcpw ip²naXnIfpamWv. AhÀ PohnX¯nð bmX\Ifpw IãXIfpw {]bmk§fpw kln¨p. _Ô\w, ]«nWn, tcmKw, ]oV ZqjWw Chsbñmw kln¨p. Fómð AhÀ PohnX¯nð `btómSphm³ {ian¨nñ. kvXpXn sNmÆm¡s¸« As¸mkvXenI ssZhk`bpsS AØnhmcw Dd¸n¨ncn¡póXv Cu ]cnip²òmcpsSbpw càkm£nIfpsSbpw kl\¯nepw PohnX¯nepamWv.
F\n¡pw \n§Ä¡pw PohnX¯nð Akm[mcWambXp kw`hn¡pt¼mÄ \mw temI¯n\p Znim^eIambn Xocphm\nShcpt¼mÄ \½psS PohnXw {InkvXphnð k^eamIpóp. AXpsImïv {]XnkÔnIÄ t\cntSïnhcpt¼mÄ ssZh¯nsâ k½pJt¯¡p \ap¡p ZrãnIsf DbÀ¯mw. Ah¦te¡p t\m¡nbhÀ {]IminXcmbn AhcpsS apJw eÖn¨pt]mbXpanñ.
ssZh¯nsâ k½pJt¯¡p t\m¡phm³ \mw Ibdn hcpt¼mÄ aqóp ]SnIÄ \ap¡p Nhn«n¡btdïnbncn¡póp. GXp Xc¯nepapÅ DóX§fnte¡pw ItcdWsa¦nð \ap¡p Nne ]SnIÄ Nhn«n¡btdïnbncn¡póp. AXnð Hómas¯ ]SnbmWv ssZhoIkman]yw. ssZhw \ap¡p ZqcØ\ñ ]nótbm Ah³ kao]Ø\mWv. ssZh¯nsâ kman]yw \mw Xncn¨dnbWw. cïmas¯ ]Snbmbn \mw ssZhs¯ AdnbWw: kmeqIyw. Ahs\ \mw cpNn¨dnbWw, A\p`hn¨dnbWw. ssZhs¯¡pdn¨v \mw hyàn]cambn Adnbpt¼mÄ Ahsâ tXPÊpw alXzhpw \ap¡p shfnhmbn hcpóp. aqómaXmbn \mw Nhn«n¡btdï ]SnbmWv kmbqPyw. CXphgn \mw tXPÊnte¡p tNÀ¡s¸Spóp. I®p\ocneqsS, A\pXm]¯neqsS, {]mÀ°\bneqsS, tXPÊnte¡p hnfn¨pthÀXncn¨hcmWv hnizmknIfmb \mw Htcmcp¯cpw. Xmfeb§fpÅ ]SnIÄ Nhn«n¡bdphm\ñ \s½ hnfn¨ncn¡póXv. ssZh¯nsâ CSs]SepIÄ \½psS PohnX¯nepïmIpt¼mÄ BßlÀjt¯msS Cu ]SnIsf Nhn«n ssZh¯nsâ tXPÊpÅ k½pJt¯¡p t\m¡phm\pw Ibdnhcphm\pw XncphN\w apóta \s½ Blzm\w sN¿póp.
\½psS hgnIfnð \mw hoWpt]mbmepw XmfSnbmbnt¸mImsX ssI]nSn¨pbÀ¯póh\mWv \½psS ssZhw. PohnX¯nð IãXIfnð IqSnbpw {]XnkÔnIfnð IqSnbpw ISópt]mIpt¼mÄ PohIchpw arXnIchpamb cïp hgnIÄ \ap¡p ap¼nð sXfnªphcpóp. \ncmicmbn XfÀópt]mbn arXnIcamb hgnIsf ]pðImsX ss[cyt¯msS PohIcamb hgnbnte¡p hnPbbm{X \bn¨hcmWv hnizmkhocòmcmb \½psS ]nXm¡òmÀ. CXmWv XncphN\w \ap¡pXcpó henb {]Xymi.
k¦oÀ¯\¡mc³ ]dbpóp: "\o Ahs\ ssZhs¯¡mÄ Aev]wam{Xw Xmgv¯n, tXPÊpw _lpam\hpw Ahs\ AWnbn¨ncn¡póp. \ns³d ssIIfpsS {]hr¯nIÄ¡p \o Ahs\ A[n]Xnbm¡n, kIes¯bpw \o Ahs³d Imð¡osgbm¡nbncn¡póp.' (k¦oÀ¯\§Ä 8:5þ6) A§s\sb¦nð ssZh¯nsâ kmZriy¯nð krãn¡s¸« Hmtcm a\pjy\pw temI¯nð kÀÆià\mb, Acq]nbmb, ssZh¯nsâ cq]hmlnIfmWv.
ssZhoIkuµcy¯nsâ {]XoIhpw ssZhs¯¡mÄ Að¸wam{Xw Xmgvóh\pamb a\pjy³ {]bmk§Ä hcpt¼mÄ, {]XnkÔnIÄ hcpt¼mÄ, tcmK§fpïmIpt¼mÄ ssZh¯nsâ k½pJt¯¡p t\m¡n iàn BÀÖn¡póXn\p ]Icw \ncmibpsS Hmf§fnðs]«v XfÀópt]mIpóp.
]t{Xmkv Çolm \s½ ]Tn¸n¡póXv, IÀ¯mhnsâ kl\¯nð ]¦mfnIfmIphm³ Bbn«mWv \s½ Hmtcmcp¯scbpw IãXIfpsS CSbnð \s½ hnfn¨ncn¡póXv FómWv. IÀ¯mhv Xsó \t½mSp ]dªncn¡póp: Hcph³ Fsó A\pKan¡m³ CÑn¨mð Ah³ kIehpw XyPn¨v Fsâ {Iqip hln¨v Fsó A\pKan¡s«. {InkvXphnsâ {Iqiv kl\amWv, XymKamWv, IãXbmWv, thZ\bmWv, kaÀ¸WamWv. Ipsdbt\¡mc\mb iotams\t¸mse IãXbnð¡qSn {InkvXphnsâ {Iqip hln¡póXp Akpe`amb Hcp `mKyamWv. ssZhw \ap¡pthïn h³Imcy§sf sN¿póh\mWv. AXn\p teihpw kwibw thï. ]cnip²mòmhnsâ iàntbmsS Ah³ \s½ km£nIfmbn \nÀ¯pw.
PohnXbm{Xbnð Hcp kab¯v Asñ¦nð asÁmcp kab¯v, Hcp Xc¯nð Asñ¦nð asÁmcp Xc¯nð IãXIfpw {]XnkÔnIfpw A`napJoIcn¡m¯hcmbn Bcpanñ. km¼¯nI_m²yXIÄ, a¡sf¡pdn¨pÅ at\mthZ\IÄ, A`nam\£X§Ä, IpSpw_Ñn{Zw, amcIamb tcmI§Ä, {]IrXnt£m`§Ä C§s\ \oïp\oïp t]mIpóp {]XnkÔnIfpsS ]«nI. C¯cw {]XnkÔnIfnð hnizmknIfmb {InkvXym\nIÄ F§s\ hÀ¯n¡Wsaópw {]XnIcn¡Wsaópw bmt¡m_v Çolm \s½ {]t_m[n¸n¡póp.
Rm³ hyàn]cambn {]XnkÔnbnembt¸mÄ, Hcp A]qÀÆImcyw Fsâ hyànPohnX¯nð hóp `hn¨t¸mÄ Fsó Icw Xóp ]nSn¨pbÀ¯nbXpw Cu XncphN\`mKw XsóbmWv. ssZh¯nsâ hN\w PVambn \½psS as²ybpïv. N§\mtÈcnbnð ]Tn¨psImïncn¡pt¼mgmWv Rm³ amcItcmK¯n\p ASnabmbXv. AXn\ptijw cïp hÀj§Ä Fsâ ]T\w XSks¸«p. H«pw Bibnñm¯ Hcp AhØbnemb tijw am{XamWv tcmKw Im³kÀ Fóp \nÀ®bn¡s¸«Xv. acpónsâ {]Xntcm[iàn¡p AXoXamb Hcp aqÀÑnX AhØbnte¡p Fsâ tcmKw ]IÀóncpóp. Fsó NnInÕn¨ tUmIvSÀ ]dªXv; ]¨shÅw IbÁnbmepw Hcp e£w cq] hne hcpó acpóp IbÁnbmepw ^ew Hóp Xsó. s]s«óp Fsâ a\ÊnðIqSn ISópt]mbXv, ]¨shÅw hoªm¡nb IÀ¯mhn\p ]¨shÅs¯ acpóm¡phm\pw Ignbpw Fó kXyamWv.
"\n§Ä hnhn[ ]co£Ifnð AIs¸Spt¼mÄ \n§fpsS hnizmk¯ns³d ]cntim[\ ØncXDfhm¡póp Fóp Adnªp AXp Atijw kt´mjw Fóp F®phn³. (bmt¡m_v 1:23)
IãX A\p`hn¡pt¼mÄ kt´mjapÅhcmbn amdWw. PohnX¯nð {]mtbmKnIam¡phm³ hfsc {]bmkapÅ ImcyamWnXv. \ap¡p kt´mjapïmIWsa¦nð kt´mj¯nsâ Nne A\p`hw \½nepïmbncn¡Ww. kt´mjapÅ Hcp apJs¯ \ap¡p ZÀin¡phm³ km[n¡Ww. kt´mjw A\p`hn¡póhÀ¡p am{Xsa aÁpÅhÀ¡p kt´mjw ]Icm³ km[n¡bpÅp. {]XnkÔnIfpsS \Sphnð \nð¡pt¼mÄ kt´mjhpw Bizmkhpw ]IcpI FóXp {InkvXob Iq«mbvabpsS apJap{ZbmWv.
Htc \mhnð\nópw hcpó hm¡pIÄ¡p kt´mjw ]IÀópsImSp¡m\pw ZpJhpw \nµbpw ]IÀópsImSp¡phm\papÅ Ignhpïv. Htc hmbnð \nópw a[pchpw Ibv]pw ]pd¯phcpóp. IãXbnepw {]bmk¯nepw IqSn ISópt]mIpóhtcmSv F§s\ s]cpamdWsaópw kwkmcn¡Wsaópw {InkvXob[À½w hyàambn A\pimkn¡póp. \mhn\p ISnªmWntSïXnsâ BhiyIX bmt¡m_v Çolm hniZambn \s½ {]t_m[n¸n¡póp. IcbpóhtcmSpIqSn IcbpóXmWv B A\p`hw.
hnja¯nepw {]bmk¯nepancn¡póhÀ¡p kt´mjIcamb Hcp A´co£w krãn¡phm³ \½psS hm¡pIÄ¡pw lrZbhnNmc§Ä¡pw km[n¡Ww. AXp ssZhoIamWv, {InkvXobamWv. \½psS \nb{´Wanñm¯ \mhpIÄ Ahsc apdnthð¸n¡msX \ni_vZamtbm kzm´\ hm¡pIfnð IqSntbm Ahsc Bizmkn¸n¡phm³ \mw {i²n¡Ww. ZmhnZp cmPmhv GÁhpw A[nIw k¦Ss¸«Xp aÁpÅhcpsS \mhpIsf¡pdn¨mbncpóp. AhcpsS \mhpIsf tOZn¨pIfbWsa Fóp cmPmhp {]mÀ°n¨XXpsImïmWv.
kzbw kt´mjw Isï¯phm\pw aÁpÅhÀ¡p kt´mjw ]Icphm\pamWv XncphN\w \s½ {]t_m[n¸n¡póXv. ss\ÀanjnIamb BËmZhpw {]IS\§fpañ ssZhoI kt´mj¯nsâ am\ZÞw. IÀ¯mhnð kt´mjn¡pó hyàn IÀ¯mhnsâ apJw ZÀin¨pw Ahsâ i_vZw tI«pamWv kt´mjnt¡ïXv. temI{]ImcapÅ Pbt`cnbñ {InkvXob kt´mj¯nsâ \nZm\ LSI§Ä. IÀ¯mhnsâ i_vZw tI«psImïv PohnX¯nð kt´mjw Isï¯m³ \ap¡p km[n¡psa¦nð \ni_vZambncn¡m³ \mw ioen¡Ww. ssZhw ]dbpóp: anïmXncpóp Rm³ ssZhsaóp AdnªpsImÄhn³.
tUmIvSÀ acpóp Xótijw FtómSp ]dªp. tIcf¯nð cïp t]cnð am{Xta Cu acpóp ^en¨n«pÅp. Cu acpónsâ A\´c^esa´msWóp sshZyimkv{X¯n\v AÚmXamWv. Fsó ]nSn¨pIpep¡nb Hcp hmNIamWv tUmIvSÀ ]nóoSp ]dªXv: A¨m, \Jw apXð apSnhsc ssZhw {]hÀ¯n¡Ww. Cu acpópw NnInÕbpw shdpw Hcp ]co£Ww am{XamWv. HópInð CXp ^en¡pw, Asñ¦nð CXp IqSpXð hjfm¡pw. AXpsImïv \nÈ_vZambncpóp \ap¡p ho£n¡mw. shdn«p hóp Að¸w Bizkn¨psImÅphm³ ssZhw \s½ ]Tn¸n¡póp. Ah³ AXv Hcp amXrIbmbn \ap¡p ImWn¨pXóp. AXmWv Fsâ B´cnI \ni_vZX. [My Inner Silence] \½psS Bßob ]nXm¡òmÀ IãXbpw s\SphoÀ¸papïmbt¸mÄ F§pw HmSn Bchw apg¡nbn«nñ. XShdbnepw Ccp«dbnepw InSópsImïv X§fpsS hyàn]camb PohnX¯nð ssZh¯nsâ k½pJt¯¡p t\m¡n Ahsâ i_vZw tI«v Bizmkw ssIs¡mïv {InkvXphnð kt´mjn¨hcmWv \½psS ]nXm¡òmÀ.
cïmaXmbn, bmt¡m_p Çolm \s½ {]t_m[n¸n¡póXv: IãXbnembncn¡pt¼mÄ hnip²ntbmsS kaÀ¸nX PohnXapÅhcmbncn¸n³. Aip²nbnñm¯ AhØbmWv hnip²n. hyànPohnX¯nð A¨S¡w ssIhn«pt]mIpt¼mÄ AXp Ip«nItfbpw IpSpw_t¯bpw _m[n¡póp. A\´cambn AXp kaqls¯ kzm[o\n¡póp. thZ]pkvXI¯nð Aántim[\bn¦ð hnip²n Im¯p kq£n¨hcpsS D¯a amXrIbmWv Zm\otbð, i{Z¡v, tai¡v, At_Zvs\tKm Fóo _meòmÀ. _m_ntemWnepw cmPsIm«mc¯nepw hnip²n \ãs¸Sphm³ [mcmfw Ahkc§fpïmbncpóp. Fómð GXp {]XnIqe kmlNcy¯nepw F´p k½À±§fnepw X§sf aen\s¸Sp¯pIbnsñóp Cu bphm¡Ä {]XnÚsbSp¯ncpóp.
{i²tbmsS \mw temIs¯ ho£n¨mð lrZbw XIÀópt]mIpó ImgvNIÄ \ap¡p ImWmw. iàcmbpw kpapJcpambn Pohn¨hÀ apSnsbñmw s]mgnªv XSnsbñmw DSªv \nklmbcmbn cm]Iseó hyXymkanñmsX hmhn«pIcbpó thZ\bpsS ImgvNIÄ. cpNntbmsS `£Ww Ign¨hÀ, {]uUntbmsS hkv{Xw [cn¨hÀ Hcp t\cs¯ Blmcw Nh¨nd¡m³ IgnbmsX \nehnfn¡pó ImgvNIÄ. hmbnð¡pSn shÅw Cd¡phm³ IgnbmsX Ipgensâ klmbt¯msS CÁnÁp IS¯nhnSpó ImgvNIÄ. AWapdnbmsX hntZi knKdÁpIÄ BkzZn¨hÀ izmkw hen¨phnSphm³ km[n¡msX Ipg§pó ImgvN. C§s\ F{Xsb{X lrZbw XIcpó ImgvNIÄ. amcItcmK§Ä ]nSns]«v AXymk\ \nebnbnembncn¡póhÀ¡p Bizmkhpw Iu¬knenwKpw sImSp¡pó ZuXy¯nteÀs¸«ncn¡pó F\n¡p C¯cw ImgvNIÄ kp]cnNnXamWv.
hnip²ntbmsS ssZh¯nsâ k½pJt¯¡p ISóphcpt¼mÄ AhnsS \ap¡p kuJyhpw Bizmkapïv. AXpsImïmWv bmt¡m_p Çolm ]dbpóXv: \n§fnð Iãa\p`hn¡póh³ {]mÀ°n¡s«; kpJw A\p`hn¡póh³ ]m«p ]mSs«. \n§fnð Zo\ambn InS¡póh³ k`bnse aq¸òmsc hcp¯s«. AhÀ IÀ¯mhns³d \ma¯nð Ahs\ F® ]qin Ahóp thïn {]mÀ°n¡s«. ssZh¯nsâ Beb¯nepw kón[nbnepw kuJyw Dïv.
63þmw k¦oÀ¯\¯nð ZmhoZp cmPmhv ]dbpóp: IãXbneqsS Rm³ ISópt]mIpt¼mÄ AXnImet¯bpw, cmhnsebpw, D¨¡pw, sshIn«pw, Fsâ InS¡bnepw, cm{Xn bma§fnepw Fs³d PohImew Hs¡bpw Rm³ \nsó [ym\n¡bpw Fsâ ssIIsf \n¦te¡p aeÀ¯pIbpw sN¿póp. cm{Xnbpw ]Iepw \nsâ ap¼nð Fsâ k¦S§sf t_m[n¸n¨p Rm³ Icbpw. At¸mÄ Fs³d {]mWóp aÖbpw taZÊpwsImïp Fót]mse Xr]vXnhcpóp. Hcp kmlNcy¯nepw `bs¸tSï Fóp XncphN\w \nc´cambn \s½ HmÀ½s¸Spóp.
Bcpw ImWmsX cm{Xnbma§fnð Rm³ Icbpt¼mÄ ssZhw FtómsSm¸w Icbpó i_vZw F\n¡\p`hs¸«n«pïv. PnhnX¯nð {]XnkÔnbpw {]bmk§fpapïmIpt¼mÄ \ãs¸«Xns\ tXSphm³ HmSn\S¡pt¼mÄ kl\¯nsâ Xncn¡ñnð amÁpc¡s¸«mse amÁapÅhcmbn \mw XocpIbpÅp. B amÁw lrZb¯ntâXmWv. Imðhdn aebnð B {Iqinð AÀ¸n¨Xmb kl\¯nsâ _en¡ñnsâ tImWnð _Ôn¡s¸Sphm\mWv Hmtcm hnizmknbpw hnfn¡s¸«ncn¡póXv. IÀ¯mhmb tbip{InkvXphnsâ cïmas¯ hchn¦ð Ahsâ tXPÊns³d {]Xy£Xbnð Dñkn¨m\µn¸m³ CltemI Iã§Ä \ap¡p hgnsbmcp¡pw.
ssZh¯nsâ henbIr]bmepw \n§fpsS {]mÀ°\bmepw kuJyapÅh\mbn Rm³ \n§fpsS ap¼nð \nð¡póp. Fsâ {]XnkÔnbnð F\n¡p ]Tn¡phm³ km[n¨ a{´w Hóp am{Xambncpóp. "IÀ¯mth FtómSp IcpW tXmtóWsa', IpdntbembntÊm³. AXmWv A\pXm]¯nsâ B henb a{´w.
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